005 – last

that day i tried to talk to you,

one more time,

one last time,

 

i didn’t want anything from you,

not anymore,

now that you’ve changed.

 

i didn’t want anything from you,

not your friendship,

not your love,

 

not your kindest words,

not your body,

not your time.

 

 

if i had to want one thing,

it would just be

the truth;

 

for you

just to be honest

with yourself.

 

because,

maybe if you were,

i just wanted you to realise

 

that lying to yourself

hurts no one in the end

but you,

 

that lying to yourself

does nothing

but everything wrong,

 

that lying to yourself

means i will never see you

as you are,

 

that lying to yourself

means you will never see me

as i am.

 

i wanted to talk to you

one more time,

one last time,

 

because i knew that

if i could not get through to you

i would never do it again.

 

because i knew that

if you would not come back to me

i would have to leave you for good.

 

because i knew that maybe,

deep down,

it was too late.

 

my love, my first love,

i just wanted one last time

before the curtain call.

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